Toilet Paper Roll of Abandonment

i once found an abandoned toilet
in an abandoned building,
that had probably sat ‘unsat’ upon
for a shorter time than your disdain for me.

the toilet paper aged with yellow regret
my love
unrequited.
but the seat cover?
it’s doing pretty good
thanks.

my heart
this toilet
the yellow toilet paper filled with regret
yearning
unused
abandoned

but the seat cover? it’s doing pretty good
thanks.